i am a dirty little whore. and now i feel all werided out.

Uh-oh. What is that little twinge of feeling going on in the bottom of my stomach? I think its already the feeling of uncertainty brewing. I dunno whats wrong with me i am fucked up. Even when a guy tells me straight up that he likes me, I still doubt it. and I don't get it. gahhh. Its a good thing that I am going to Disney World this weekend, ( Read more... )

Hahahaha, gotta love fucking irony.

walking around downtown Concord...."Andrea, you are so awesome, I would never let anyone hurt you, and someday if a guy ever breaks your heart, you let me know, and I will kill 'em." Those were his exact words to me.

Little did he know that he would do that very thing a little over an hour later.

I dont ( Read more... )

O man, it is like an entirely different culture down here, and I love it! Don't get me wrong, NH really is great, but we are so effing sheltered up there. I have already met so many cool people and I love them all. Last night I went to a club called The Castle, and if they had clubs like this up in NH I would go all the time! It is like an ( Read more... )

omg, what a lucky son of a bitch I am!!!!

i was backstage at the My Chemical Romance concert, and they fricken walked out of their dressing room while I was walking by. they fricken saw me.

Gerard looked hotter then ever last night!!!! omg omg omg, i want to bang him.

ask me more, it was such an awesome concert!!!! gah!

CHillin at the dover public library is wicked cool, its where I be.
this weekend was full of amazing times and people, at least what I can remember of it. (Insert big grinning face here)

alright, time to go back home and chill with the kids that I ditched to come here.
call me sometime peoples.

Just bought Sam and mine's tickets to go see......
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
OCTOBER 15 AT 7:30 PM
YEAH BITCHES.

wow. I had such an awesome talk last night with an amazing guy.
I am going to meet him at the deerfield fair. we are going to hang out, and then he wants to come back to my apartment. i can't wait.

and you know what. He told me that I am beautiful.

and for once, I almost believe.

Last night, when it was pouring rain. Samantha and I went out and dancing crazily in it. I have not that that much innocent fun in so long. and it was like a breath of fresh air.

I sense theres something in the wind......

Apartment living is stupendous! There are already so many funny moment and situactions we have shared from Justin not knowing our futon pulled out into a bed or the very first party we had. I can't just tell that my life is starting as of right now. Or beginning to start. Whatever it is, it is soo exciting to be experiencing. Now i just need my ( Read more... )