i realized today that i don't dare try any drug. i will get hooked to it and never be able to quit until I die. probably of an overdose ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder about what everything means. i write these things and peopleread them and they're weeks old and they talk about it. and it's weird.

i capture a feeling with my words here, a feeling that dissipates later. and then when you read this, you're reading the feeling and i no longer feel it.

i can't reply, becuase i don't knwo who I

thursday: giving blood didn't happen. my hemocrit level was too low, which means that i didn't have enough red blood cells. went to Midnight Oasis. spent half an hour in there, walked out 30 bucks poorer between the two of us. erikka got me a pink thong iwth rhinestones, a fishnet thong (which matches the one she got for her), and a oriental ( Read more... )

p.s.

thanks, dak.

www.nationstates.net

wheeee.

i get to donate blood and everything today. and then walk to the porn shop with my lesbian girlfriend.

i have an amusing life. sometimes.

People bother me horribly.

my room is bothering me a lot. I need to do something about it and i don't know what and i am getting twitchy at how silly it is. it's white and boring and it needs to not be white and boring.

I WANT COLOR AND REAL ORGANIZATION.

someone please make my room over?

here's a picture. see how neato my new haircut is.


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WOOOO HOOOO!!!!! my own fucking cousin didn't even recognize me. HAHAHA ( Read more... )

massive surprise for winterball goers.

david knows what it is, echo probably can figure it out, tanya nope, chelsea, etc, nope. and dakota. he might know. or he's dumb and too obsessed with chelsea to figure it out.

dumb dakota.

i'm happy.

did you know that dentists have the highest suicide rates of any proffesion?

i can imagine why. sticking your hands in people's mouths all day long... destists, proctologists, and gynecologists have the worst jobs in the world.