I am so fucking sick.

I want to see everyone. I'm going to school tomorow.

i shoulda stayed...

i shoulda stayed and licked all the doornobs.

You were so beautiful. You were so far away. You're everything i've ever wanted and i love you so much.

I couldn't help but cry.

I've changed. I've changed to be what I thought you wanted. I've changed to be what you don't want. I've changed. I didn't realize it, but you're right. I've absorbed parts of you, changed to become what you are ( Read more... )

EMILY IS DUMB. SHE THINKS IT'S FUN TO GET PENIS HANDLING TIPS FROM A LESBIAN PENIS HATER ( Read more... )

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happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear megan, happy birthday to me.

i got some cards on the computer. i love you guys.

i got some money. that's cool.

and SHARPIES...

sweeeetness.

There's something I need. but I can't. i've broken it once, and i won't break it again, no matter how much I want it.. how much I need to feel that sting.

it's a punishment. i'm punishing me. i'm punishing me for letting myself feel this way.

Four words. Four words that sent chills down my spine. four words that told me that what i'd done could never ever be undone.

"you broke your promise."

i can't appologize. i can't. nothing I say will make it any better.

i've ruined things. forever.

i guess I hoped that everything would be back the way it used to be. the way it was for all those days that we spent together. before it ended. it's not. it's awkward. it's clumsy. it's just... it makes me sad.

All I want is for you to tell me you love me.

sometimes I wonder where i would go. When I leave, will anyone notice? would my parents care ( Read more... )