I need a big change, very soon.

So my journal has been repetitively depressing and sad, which I wont take it back, but I'm trying to turn it around. Lately I have been distracted. And though I am unhappy, I feel like I need to just ride out the storm. I have been having some very serious drunken nights, including fainting unconcscious, forgetting hours of a night, throwing up in ( Read more... )

I'm sorry but this is really the end.

I am sorry.
I was just saying it earlier.
I'm really on the path of self destruction.

I'll be using that phrase a lot, Parker may get annoyed ( Read more... )

I am dying ( Read more... )

I dont ever update this fucking thing anymore.
Things are inexplicably hard nowadays.
But.
Taking Back Sunday was tonight, and I just want to remember it forever.
It was so amazing.
Even my jaw feels okay after being dislocated.
HxC.

This spring break so far.
Whoa.
Amazing.
Stayed home one night.
Might end up home tonight.
Tonight may break the drinking streak.
Weak.
Bleak.
Peak.
Teak.
Blech.
Lame.

I'm starting to get depressed. lkfjakljfkdljf. Lord.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

Fuck.
Mood swing.
Largest one ever.
It took .3 seconds, literally.

I won't be seeing you all at school tomorrow.