Please let me be empty on the inside....

[shealynn2005]

OK yeah so my dad is in FLIPIN REHAB again and he has been there for the past ummm 3 days and do I care NOPE well yeah i lied i do care and it bothers me sooooo much and I CAN'T seem to get it out of my head. its like he dosn't know he is killing himself and that he hurts me along the way .. I know this isn't about me but I can't stop thinking that

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Cheer up baby gurl

[avavskobe]

Hey, That's terrible about you're dad. I can't claim to understand how you feel at all cause I've always had a stable family. It must be the worst. Well you can move to australia!!!! I know what you mean about moving away. But it just prolongs the agony of dealing with reality cause it's just avoiding it. I'm not telling you what to do.And have no right to cause I always run away from things and isolate myself so I don't have to deal with it!!! Anyway whatever you do I will still love you!!!!

Re: Cheer up baby gurl

[shealynn2005]

well i was thinking about moving to Pennsaylvnia with my aunt just for alittle while and this is something that i have delt with myENTIRE LIFE and im tired of faceing this problem and i don't want to not this time !!! and i would love to move to ausstrlia! but is that possable do i need like speacil papers or something?