i never meant to hurt anybody.

i really want to work things out. i didnt think it was this bad.

generally good.

i won giffin.
i had an amazing junior recital.
i performed well at nats and received good comments.

now im home, happy, so in love with my baby.

so many things have happened since i posted last, but the good absolutely, most certainly outweighs the bad.

and it always does, we just dont see it. =)

happy valentines day.

i hate how my heart feels. completely overflowing, yet missing something.

oh, right, normalcy.

i tried to poetically spill my guts to you in the card i bought you today ( Read more... )

you called me this morning, all nice and shit. why? i dont get it.

i cried in the shower like a stupid little baby, like i always do. i dont remember when i stopped crying, but i feel better.

i still have the fucking flu, and im coughing up some lungs.

i just dont know. i hate it. ugh.

you are too mean.

i hate how you get hell-bent on putting me in my place.

it makes me not sorry anymore.

Short and sweet ( Read more... )

So, my life is a movie ( Read more... )

So, gradewise, I did quite well. I have a 3.5.

However, I would just like to say, and I am NOT ashamed...

I am very proud that I got a B in my Early Western Civ class. Hardest shit.

I got a fucking C- in movement class.

Fuck you, Eileen Zielinski.

So, the other day Vini and I went to Blockbuster to rent The Notebook (his idea, fa sho). As we walk in, a sales associate whispers to us: "Hey, hey you, you want a free movie rental tonight?" Similar to the "Psst, you need a watch ( Read more... )