hello. another semester is on the rise ( Read more... )

single two days before the holidays.

i have a cut on my finger from breaking the only framed picture i have of "us."

im starting to HATE christmas because its been so shitty for the past 5 years. fuck this.

im drunk ( Read more... )

i cant wait for the semester to be over.

working on my orchestration project. brahms intermezzo op 18 no 2. its great. i wish i had given myself more time. im actually enjoying it. maybe ill start orchestrating just for fun. ill never try to get anything performed, but i just like tinkering.

the end.

So, the weather is getting cooler, cinnamon brooms are being sold in the grocery stores, as well as sightings of pumpkins and maize ( Read more... )

i am so destroyed in my love life i just dont know what to do. i cry myself to sleep almost every night, and im pretty sure tonight will be another ( Read more... )

i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate anxiety ( Read more... )

cleaning ( Read more... )

well, life is good now ( Read more... )

i hate shit like this. how long does this have to go on? maybe this will be the last time, but all i know is that i hate crying. if you read this and are concerned, dont bother.