Oh Fuck!!!
o_O
mwhahahaha... :)
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I've been sick and missing A lot of school..

I get to see Andy this weekend with Cameron..
that should be fun.

fuck.
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Andy and I have been together for 4 months on the 16th. :]

I really HATE my dad. He has proved to me that he will never be able to be there for me as a father. The only thing is, I have to over come it. fuckkk ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair again..

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i didn't go to school today.

Me and kayla are going to the Merced vs GV game tonight...

Fuck off...

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Since i've gotten Andy back. I've been so happy. There isnt anything in this world that could make me more happier. I love him to death. The question is why am i feeling sadness. Things with my dad are ok i guess. They never get better, just always worse. Sometimes I just want a father around, a real loving caring Father. I know its nothing i'm ( Read more... )

I feel like i dont even know Patricia anymore. i miss her alot. :(

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1) Skepticism / the scientific method is the only mode of explanation that actually works ( Read more... )

It has made me the happiest person alive, the most disapointed sometimes but by far the the most horrible painful thing ever, My past. Its starting to fade as the days go by knowing i have another day to go and another after that. I sit here thinking to myself, how did i ever make it through everything i went through. not just with boys. but ( Read more... )

Andy and I broke up. He left me on the 16th the 2 months we were togther. i fell for him so fast. i knew i loved him after i got to know him. now i wish i didnt. i just realized im not ever going to get him back. i hate this so much. All the pains are coming back. i hate it so much. i just want to hold him and kiss him agian. he told me his love ( Read more... )