Ok so I swear now I am going to update more often. I looked at all my old journals and I feel like I never update. Nothing new since last night cept that I baked tons of cookies at Emilys house and took some to my Russell and to his friend Steven who is obsessed with my cookies. So I so felt like a Grandmother taking Steven some cookies into his ( Read more... )

Finally... The home of the USA!!! I got back from Cancun two days ago and I am just glad to have air, american food, and people who speak English. Other than that I could live down there. It is absolutely beautiful down there. I got to Scuba dive for the first time ever and it was a beautiful experience also. I have decided that I want Russell and ( Read more... )

Ok so finally it is the end of the year. I have 6 full days to be at Bessemer Academy before I am out of highschool forever. I'm so glad. I never thought it would get here this fast, and now I am sitting with the SGA making programs and figuring out our senior song and fighting about how we want to do things and struggling to even get to school and ( Read more... )

I kindof got kicked out of my house. Ha never would have thought that would happen. But I did! Woo hoo. Iam moving out in two months anyway. But right now I am with my mom. But my stepdad doesnt want me there either. So I dont know? I still dont have a car. For those who didnt know, I wrecked my mustang and now it sits in a junk yard. I wrecked ( Read more... )

I havent updated in forever. (*everyone who hasnt updated in a while, it always starts out something like that) But ok, so BA did win the State Championship...yay, I guess. I mean I was happy because my boyfriend busted his ass and I had to be happy for him. Plus scouts were there and thats his ride to college...Football. Bleh... But I am totally ( Read more... )

Havent updated in almost a month...damn. Got "busted" today for smoking. Lindsey's grandmother called my dad... whatever! We never even saw her!!! Im protesting. Im ready to move down to Ttown. My mom told me last weekend she would help me pay for my apartment. Steven said something about moving in with us. But we know how he is. He is crazy as ( Read more... )

I hate feeling Blah. You know its bad when you buy a quart of "chocalate chip cookie dough" icecream and sit in front of the tv but you arent really watching whats happening on the little screen. Have you ever done that? One usually does that when they have broken up or fighting with a loved one. I feel like Im there. But I feel like I shouldnt act ( Read more... )

~~~Its been such a stressful week. I mean damn. I can never trust a guy, one of the ones I did, I thought did some things to me to hurt me. Which in my heart I dont think he did it. But how am I to get over the way I shield myself. I just can't open up and "go for it." It's so hard to do, I have been hurt numerous times, I dont think I can do it ( Read more... )

Ok this is pretty damn funny, but in a way its like everyone that see's a car gets hurt around here. I mean I dont understand? This girl that I go to school with hit one of my friends that was riding his bike down the damn street. She hit him with her CAR. What in the world. No wait, Im not done, she then drove off without stopping. She knew who ( Read more... )

Ken Smitherman got killed this afternoon on his motorcycle around two on Lakeshore. I cant believe it, when I got the call from Lindsey my heart dropped to my feet. Last Saturday was a friend Brooke and her brother Brads memorial service, they both got killed in their cars, two years apart, on the same road, a mile apart. That was terrible, they ( Read more... )