thought id give you all an update...im back in new york for good, im broken hearted, im a failure and fool, and i want to die. there ya go.

eek! its so short, but I like it!

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thats it..this weekend im chopping my hair...it's such a mess. im not sure how short i wanna go yet..but here is a few pics showing what i'll probably do...oh, and by the way...my hair isnt completely black anymore..my roots and whatever i was able to strip is now dark red..and then the rest of my ends are black..and even if i cut it to about chin ( Read more... )

I just ordered my plane tickets to NYC...I leave tuesday the 21st at 10pm and get to nyc wednesday the 22nd at 5:30am..then I leave on the 28th at 6:15pm..yay! im excited!

This weekend I did a photo shoot of my boyfriend's co-worker...she does bellydancing so I thought a bellydancing theme in the desert would be cool...I wasn't sure if I liked them or not at first but with alittle photoshopping TLC I'm really happy with the results. a lot of the following photos are duplicates in color and b&w..i couldnt tell which ( Read more... )

yay! we found a house to rent! well, townhouse really. but its still MUCH bigger then our tiny little apartment! yay yay yay! It's a 2 bedroom, 1 1/2 bath, 2 STORY townhouse with a tiny yard AND a fireplace (um, not that we are going to need it any time soon, its already in the 80's-90's here, ugh.). It's so weird, its in a not so great area, but ( Read more... )

so yesterday at work...the kid that works behind the guest service area asked me if i've ever seen crybaby..and i of course said yes...and then he just smiled...and im like "what?" and hes like "nothing.." and im like "why???" and hes like "um...you kind of remind me of that girl"..."what girl?"..."um"..."c'mon just say it"..."um.."..."you fucker, ( Read more... )

like anyone really cares but I thought I'd give an update on my job because I forgot to on my last entry..everything is going really well...its a pretty simple job..stock the shelves, then zone (making things look neat and organized on the shelves)...pretty simple...I'm still learning where everything is in the store..that was my biggest worry with ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to cut my hair...everytime I cut it I usually like the way it looks but miss my long hair (some sort of security blanket I guess) but everytime my hair grows out, it never looks nice, no matter how much I care for it...so i'm thiking its time for another cut...I'm not cutting it as short as last time (chin length) but something ( Read more... )

so last time i was at Target one of the employee's told me that you can fill out an application on their computer OR online...so I decided I'd just apply online...so I did about 2 months ago and nothing. Today, I decided enough is enough and im just going to get a fucking fast food job. So I went around the area and put in my application for ( Read more... )