i am not the person that i want to be. i try too hard. i've always tried too hard to be myself and i still haven't found out how to do that. i'm going to stop trying.
i'm not good with words
i'm not good at explaining myself
i'm not a conversationalist only when i'm in the mood
i don't know how you get better at all these things.

oh what the fuck am I doing.

I feel like i've been knocked off my feet.
I feel like i've been sick for weeks.

RIP Jeep grand cherokee 1993-January 23, 2006.

And some how i got sick.

I don't know what the fuck was said but apparently it was bad. I'm an idiot for not even caring enough to ask. When i got that phone call almost four months ago i don't know where my brain was. Some people will just make it a point to point out all of your mistakes and all of your flaws. Fuck those people. It's not like i had bad intensions. ( Read more... )

when iiiiiiiii watch you wanna do you right where you're standing...YEAH!

this is the first day of my life.
i'm glad i didn't die before i met you.

I called her on the phone and she touched herself ( Read more... )

You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line to say
If I said
I miss you.