ooh, hello... ::waves::

just dropped by on one of my infrequent jaunts to livejournal to check my friends list. i thought i would mention that i've pretty much retired my journal and probably won't post on this thing anymore. it turned into too much of a whinefest.  but i do have a brand spanking new blog in which i don't really talk about me at ( Read more... )

[disclaimer: this is not a cry for attention. i am *not* going to kill myself. i repeat, i am *not* going to kill myself ( Read more... )

and for the record, i managed to delete the "offending" post from both the news.cis.dfn.de server and google news. amazingly, i got two seperate replies from people at the news server's helpdesk (who knew it was as easy as selecting an option from the outlook express pull-down menus? :P ) and also thanks to rachel, who pointed me to an article ( Read more... )

so, to add insult to injury, jay showed suzy my amp post where i called her "high-maintenance", and she came into my room quite upset because i had spoken about her in such a way. i had to reassure her that i hadn't intended it as an insult, and i wouldn't hesitate to use that word to describe her again, because, let's face it, she can be high ( Read more... )

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i'm pretty impressed with myself. i just wrote an email, and then i wrote a post to amp (okay, i filled out a poll), and now i'm writing a livejournal entry. i usually don't communicate with the outside world quite this much, which is probably pretty odd considering how fucking lonely i've been recently ( Read more... )

once again, i'm awake, trying to fix my sleeping patterns. i got up at 7:30pm yesterday, and since it's now 5:30am, the goal is to stay awake all night and all day, and then go to bed tomorrow at a reasonable time. that way, i figure i can wake up early on saturday. 'cause that's (apparently) when we're meeting placebo. at 10am on saturday. i ( Read more... )

how sad are we ( Read more... )

woke up early yesterday, but quite pleased because i thought it meant i might be able to get my sleeping patterns back to "normal person's time". but then i had a nap around 7:30 last night, and didn't get up 'til after midnight. and then was up all night having really good sex. dylan's asleep, and isn't going to work today, 'cause he's too ( Read more... )

fucking computer. damn thing keeps crashing. i've had way too many problems with it since installing the new hard drive. don't know if that's what's causing all the issues or not, or whether it's just a horrible coincidence. simon, whom i know from amp, has been trying to help me with stuff, since he's a techie geek and i'm just a dumbass, but ( Read more... )