"Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you ( Read more... )

recording my dream ( Read more... )

I am incredibly lonely

if nothing else, my cats never leave my side

"is it weird that everytime I talk to you, I get this weird intense horny feeling because of your age and wisdom"

one day soon, I'll update -- and since I haven't really in 2 months, it'll be a big one

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there is no way I can express the level of appreciation for this past weekend

saw so many old friends, so many fantastic bands, and as cheesy as it sounds, so many heart-warming show experiences -- yeah that's right, heart warming


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This summer is shaping up to be one for the books

- Tsunami Fest is under 2 weeks away
- Summer of Hate, can't wait
- tattooooooo
- Thitts is Hardcore
< watching Jen witness Sheer Terror

first and foremost, one hell of a weekend ( Read more... )

today was a day at work that turned quickly following two staff "meetings ( Read more... )

I have lost any and all motivation to update LJ --- I doubt I'll ever be able to put it to rest fully, but my momentum for it has clearly lost steam ( Read more... )