Wow its the big picture thats got me tripping and aron said it best when he said im am so lonley im mr. lonley but im appreacative of the friends that wont let me sit in my crap. I cant believe it i tried to let the shit slip by to pick you guys up Margaret and i broke up and since that i happened i decide id disifect the beef i had and told her i ( Read more... )

Ok well i found a bunch of old pictures like hardcopy and im just all sad of like kelley and phill chriss and jamie me charity like a shit load of people im really sad but i have two pictures from last weekend check em out


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Wow well whats up Its me here and i dont know i think this past weekend shit just has been seeming shady Like i dont know i feel really depressed but also in the mood trying to regain my past like right now im watching SLC punk and like i dont know it seems like that was the symbol of an chapter in my life when things were all ok it was the mark of ( Read more... )

Ok the crazeyest thing happened to me tonight when i was talking on the phone and i have a preety good notion and idea that it has nothing to do with the drinks a had at 9:00 pm and its now 1:30 ( I only had a beer) But i was talking to margaret and we were saying our good byes but that main part of the conversation on the phone was about all the ( Read more... )

Drugs are bad MMMKAY thats all i really have to say today

Oh and um i think im becomeing like a model all i eat in diet soda and i fucking hate soda...whats wrong with me?

Wow the song wonderwall is on and i am kinda ignoring you on aim right now for a reason. i guess cuzs its hard to wait for a response and scarey too i dont know its like the whole thing about how love came up and you said that would be nice and i really think it would be too but im like wondering if it will happen and when and how it happens its ( Read more... )

Wow the end is here and i just want to blow up this earth and myself and my house and this fucking community that makes me sick that im traped in and just have no escape i fucking cant take this world ima end it leave this place behind me and just go on to the bright white light find the answer to what leads me whats the furture holde for me? hell ( Read more... )

Hey i dont feel really engaged in todays society im actually kinda depressed I dont know last night was awfull i hope i never see her again. but i just i dont know thinking about my past and old friends like east warren cre woot woot oh danm i miss Alex i hope shes doing ok. I hoep maybe i get a hold of her im going done to the Gp in less then 6 ( Read more... )

What is love or attrctin for that matter once you think you understand it all it fakes you out... Something to Think about. Well Lyndsey Thaks really good to hear form you i will be in town next weekend and im kinda busy but i think i could find time to make room to chill if you and frankie are down. gimme a call at my grandmas and i dont have your ( Read more... )

Ok i wrote i really inspiring entry but my clock was all fucked up and it got erased GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR but ok well lifes good im ganna do the play no matter what and then also im just ganna work hard in school and do as well as i can so keep it on the reall i am in love with life and very happy. I love the oppurtunities of give myself And hey the ( Read more... )