before this weekend, i didn't talk to him for a few weeks. i was trying to see if i could get over everything and concentrate on what's important. he came back, and something happened to me. i realized that i can't ever let go of him. just because he has moved away doesn't mean the love has, it's still in my heart. the best part about the situation ( Read more... )

I have never prayed to God so much in one day.

got about 2 hours of sleep last night. i was in the ER all night with ryan and tanner. ryan has a severe concussion, broken clavicle, and a skinless back. i woke up this morning and thought last night was a dream. he has a giant gash in his head and there was a pool of blood on the ground where he fell. he was unconscious for about a minute or two ( Read more... )

I sparkle like a diamond
I'm as white as a pearl
I'm something you can never touch
But you can always feel.
I will always be in plain sight
But only for half of your life.
If you wish to see me clear
You must look through the mirror.
What am I?

p.s.
it's a gift.

today:

wake up
get hair done
buy new car
go to work
hate life for 7 hours
come home
play
miss ryan
go to sleep.

This is an entry dedicated to my vagina and breasts ( Read more... )

god damnit, today just got really shitty. okay, first off, my sister ditched me for diana and danny, brittanie & hudgins started school today which means i will never see them anymore, my car died, and i have a huge crack in my car from a little douchebag who threw on egg at my car last night ( Read more... )

my life right now can be compared to the status of my room. a giant mess. i don't even know where to start cleaning ( Read more... )

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it's a new week, which means... i don't know ( Read more... )