i write when i'm away, letters that you'll never read

[sheisblanche]

so again, i' m taking it in. my stepmom's lonliness, my father's stiff resentment, my mother's psychotic jealousy, my brother's carelessness, my little brother's fear, my little sister's tears, my older sister's distance. i adopt the life of a single laundry load, stubbing my toes, crying myself to sleep, boiling over soup, a slap in the face.

Comments

[kangaroozer]

divorce fucking sucks.

somewhat

[sheisblanche]

mm. i just meant that everyone is feeling something different, and i feel it all. i meant that for a while i was numb, and now i'm back to where i was. that, that is a slap in the face. i wish for a fucking divorce. divorce of a lot of things

Re: somewhat

[kangaroozer]

i dont think things have to go away or be separated to get better. they just have to change. metamorphisis?