My newest LJ is PhantomLolita.

If any of you care...add me...I just got the net again.

So...I guess I've been happy lately. I've been with Cody...and that's always happy...so...yeah.

I could have prevented all of this.

I don't want to be alone right now.

Everything is happy right now.

As much as I should...I can never hate her. I can't hate anyone. No matter what they do or say...hate is a feeling I can't seem to express. People say that makes me nice...but where has that gotten me? Being nice has just gotten me stepped on and taken for a fool. Then again...being nice has also gained friendships...and being honest keeps your ( Read more... )

It looks like I have more friends than I realized...thanks to all those who posted...it really did mean a lot. I was upset yesterday...because people suck. You think someone is your friend...and you make one mistake...and they hate you. Then...you think back and realize that you were never really even friends to begin with...so who cares, right ( Read more... )

So...Cody...Gabe...Amanda...Jeanine...Kat...Elliot...Michael...

Those are my only friends. Period.

I cried. A lot. I'm depressed and lonely. I can't sleep...and I can't do much of anything else. I can only cry.

I might cry right now.