same old same old.

[shel_chan]

i hate feeling like this.

when we were through, every time i was about to open the messenger to check if i didn't miss her signing in, i stopped myself and thought, i don't need you, i don't care if you're online, look i don't even check my messenger every five minutes anymore. and i felt satisfied, proud of myself, i took it (or wanted to take it)

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[eda1102]

I am afraid there is no "upgrade" for that, there is only a withdrawal which could in time possibly turn out to be bearable, it's called getting sober and staying sober, I think.
Or, there is also the other option of falling into the addiction. There is no golden middle path, I'm afraid.
I have no idea how I'd be able to help you with this. I'd love to, but I don't think I can. If you happen to know of any way I could be helpful to you in this matter, please, let me know, kay?

You got to show off your and your dog's skills at school? I thought you completely missed that lesson on clicker training.~

[shel_chan]

Yeah, that's widely known, but... there is RPing here and there is Brit here, and... you know? I'd like to keep the RP but not take Brit this seriously.
Sigh. Yeah, um, I think you're at your best in helping as much as you can already, you know? c:

Yes and yes. I walked into the classroom just when they finished the presentation and professor asked people if they want to know something more or get something explained, and then asked me to do my thing, you know? 8) Except Sheimi was too intelligent and got what we wanted from him too fast... maybe I should have chosen something less obvious than a chair, right?

[eda1102]

I think you can't have one without the other. that's the curse of the Time Lords, ehh, I mean... RPing....? anyways, moving on.

Really? I don't feel helpful much. I don't actually feel like I've been doing anything to help either. : /

Jumping onto the chair, or?... Yeah well you could have, but it's always better to show off how smart/well trained he is than to show tricks you're not sure of yet or smth... especially at school, in front of the whole class.

[shel_chan]

LOL. Oh God.

Well, you've written replies? There's nothing more I can think of anyone could do <3 And also listened to rants. Called with me. Stuff.

Yes. But um, we weren't showing off the tricks, we did shaping - you know, where the dog has no idea what you want from him, and you gotta click every step, and you don't talk nor give cues? But you know, it looked too easy... *le shrug*

[tatsumaki_33]

I bet she has better things to do...BUT SO DO YOU! :/ ESPECIALLY you....dear.
Like the bachelor thesis.
And dogs and rats.
And stuff.
Mozno tomu ani celkom nerozumiem, nakolko ste boli kamosky s tvojou rp partnerkou.... Alebo ako blizko ste si boli...Ale online su si ludia az nezdravo blizki, pretoze sa nemusia stretat v reali a kazdy ma o tom druhom idealny obraz.
Ale celkom ta chapem, boli to aj tak....rozculuje to, pretoze prave internet bolo jedine spojenie medzi vami. A pokial uz ani to nefuguje, tak ti neostava nic ine, len si hryzt nehty a mysliet na toho cloveka a na veci, ktore si s nim nedoriesil. Ale s tym nic asi nespravis, preto si setri energiu pre ludi a cinnosti, ktore ta urobia stastnou.
Hope you'll feel better about this, soon! <3

[shel_chan]

I know.

Haha, oh, ubezpecujem ta, ze ona je ta vynimka, o ktorej mam vsetko len nie idealny obraz.
"A pokial uz ani to nefuguje, tak ti neostava nic ine, len si hryzt nehty a mysliet na toho cloveka a na veci, ktore si s nim nedoriesil." So accurate!!
Feeling better now, so thank you, and thank you for commenting! c: <3

[tatsumaki_33]

Glad you feel better, dear :) <3 Np!