so i tested him and said that i couldnt go to his house today which is true, because i need to pack and get ready to leave for AZ, and he said y cant you come here? and i got upset and i said why is that so bad i always go over there but then he said he doesnt have money and his blood sugar could drop and i thought it was bs but its true and he ( Read more... )

crying on the phone.

work was so good tonight
and i like debating with people

WHAT am i suposed to do..be a good friend and ignore all the hurtful things he said to me last night and try and help him through this seirous and hard situation, or do i teach him a lesson and not help him and let him know that he caaused my bathroom floor breakdon last night..i realy dont know what to do...i want to help him but i feel like im ( Read more... )

i just want to scream at you that i cried bcause of this last night. that i would do anything in the world to take that stupid day back. that i fucking hate myself for doing it. that i care about you so much as my friend and ive never been sad abourt anything this much in my life, i swear. that i know what happeend happened but i still want yout o ( Read more... )

it's amazing.
it's beautiful.
it's the relationship between my aunt and i.
i found a letter during class one day in one of my ripped up notebooks
and i had to go to the bathroom becasue i started crying
because i've come so far
from hating her guts, from crying myself to sleep everynight
to the text message i just sent her 
that said
"i miss you."

i love her ( Read more... )

HigherLimitzRock you come to church with me this week... you hang out with me a lot now just me and you.. and listen to what i have to say.. i promise you that you will feel my success... very soon

shut up IM STEPH that means the world and more to me

HigherLimitzRock well i want you to feel my happiness

HigherLimitzRock i love you and you ( Read more... )

rachel thank god you're a junior because i would collapse if you were leaving me plus, we have to go to san diego state together. ♥

reality is sinking in .. next year..ekiria, siena, kat, and dallas will be gone away.

im really depressing lately i should just stop posting.

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i live for seeing my best friend everyday and when we fight i end up like really depressed knowing we didn't go out that day. i woke up today thinking, "i have to get a lot of stuff done this monring so that i can see her this afternoon/tonight ( Read more... )