Hopefully after Feb. 11th I should be a little more available, so don't lose hope in me ( Read more... )

I feel like I know who I am better than I ever have before
but I've never felt more lost

Well ( Read more... )

Seems as if I've been sick ever since I moved back to Greensboro. I've wanted to catch up and hang out with people, but every time I plan something I get sick or have to work or have something with family. Ugh. I have a nasty cold today as well as work. Everything just feels a little stagnant these days. Work. School. Exams. My poetry is getting ( Read more... )

For once in my life, I feel like I'm doing pretty much everything half-assed and I don't really care. I've  worked so hard and cared so much, I think I just don't have any more "good student" behavior left in me. However, I am fairly proud of myself tonight b/c I actually did two assignments early. I still need to study more for my exam Thursday, ( Read more... )

Some new developments as of lately ( Read more... )

Things are going well. My migraines have been acting up more lately though, but then again...it was Tax Free Weekend, so yeah. I went for a while without having many b/c I had been drinking a lot more water and few sodas, etc, but I've kinda slipped off of that. Oohps. I guess I'll have to work on it. I just wish I didn't feel like poopy, but it's ( Read more... )

I feel pretty content right now. Grant is awesome. Vacation is in a week. I move in in not too long, and everything just feels right. Though I don't have a job in Greensboro yet, I guess that I can just commute to the Winston store on given days until something else works out. If no other place is willing to give me what I make at Staples it might ( Read more... )

It's weird when  you realize just how serious you are about someone. It's also weird when you're told to start looking for a new vehicle since it would actually be cheaper or about the same price as fixing the damn thing. I'm terrified of bills and stuff, so I don't know what I'm going to find for the amount of money that I might get off of the car ( Read more... )

It's pretty sad that when I have a day off work, or better yet, even two in a row, I feel terribly guilty. I need to be able to enjoy myself. I had the day off today. The second half of it was great b/c I got to see Grant. We had a great time, but it seemed like only two hours or something, but I'll see him again of course. But the first half of ( Read more... )