i fumble through my life most of the time, i go threw a series of events that may in some areas put me ahead, and then in others i fall behind. is it possible to stay infront of everything at all times? I think not, what will be chosen to be left to another day? what will be left behind?

i wish there was a off button to press in my head, i got in a fight with setarehs boyfreind he deservied it, i was trying to get my mack on and he kept calling me trying to find setareh, he has done it before, always in the middle of the night, i filped out, he deservied it, it felt good, he should have know better then to push me, espeshally when ( Read more... )

It was a beautiful let down ( Read more... )

sometimes life is like a burn, you find out information that makes you feel angery and stupid, it burns like hell and iterupts everything you had planed, you feel like nothing will ever be the same before the hot metal touched you, beacause the burning is so intense its all you can think about. then slowly ever so softly, it starts to fade away, in ( Read more... )

summer starting to take is grasp, i love summer, i love warm wind, i love ran on a hot day, you get to run around it, i love the sun, i love the way the pavement feels when its warm, i love that you get to eat ice cream with gummie bears and oreos on a regular basis, and that dinner can consist of beer and ice cream, i love running around with as ( Read more... )

so im never having sex agian........ today in human sexality class i learnd that, uh hem', men have sti's and dont know then give it to their partners, women are more likely to contract an sti then men, you dont have to have sex to get a sti, just warm fluid, one out of five people have one form of herpies, one out of five dont know they have it, ( Read more... )

i just got back from running around club hopping, i was so not into it. there gets to be this point that you dont want any sweety guy all over you, no matter how attractive he maybe. i went to this pizza place and the pizza guy was hard core hitting one me, then declared that matt was going to beat him up for saying such things. i dont know ( Read more... )

So glad to see you well ( Read more... )

so last night after i wheel throwd for the first time ever!, setareh and i left the buliding together and walked the 3 blocks home, it was 7:30p, thus dark, so the last block, this guy started trailing us, yelling crazy mumbled things, and then as we apperoched our bulding he started to yell " hey, why are you running!", ( um, so i have time to ( Read more... )

today i haul'd ass to class, i like this class, so thus, i am willing to haul serious ass to it, anyhow, in the middle of class she pop'd on a video about female cercumsition, and told people they could leave if they could not hadle it. I felt like throwing up when i saw it done, i almost had to run out of the room. i knew that it was still ( Read more... )