i wanna go...

i had so many...

but now i don't...

now i feel...

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i'm sorry that you feel this way. i'm sorry that i don't know how to help you, i'm sorry that i'm not always there, i'm sorry that your life isn't the way it should be, i'm sorry i can't just make it better, ... i'll never leave you alone.

Randy... Raandyy...Raaandyyy...Raaaandyyyy...Raaaaandyyyyy...are you there? where are you? ... sigh... will i ever find you again? i miss talking with you, i miss hanging out with you, i miss laughing with you, i miss watching buffy and such with you, i miss cleaning my room with you, i miss...well, i miss YOU ( Read more... )

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yikes i need major help in all things parents. why is everything so confusing. why is everything so hard. why is everything so annoying. now i'll never know what to do.

so things never turn out the wy that you think they will. my world has been dumped upside down adn shook. its starting to right itself but i know that there will be lasting scars adn devastation. i know that there is a lot of people there for me adn will do anything for me adn i am so thankful for those people they don't even know. but it still ( Read more... )

so i'm back florida just didn't work out for us. so we came back. its funny how things work out (or don't) sometimes.