Tomorrow is our One year anniversary!(mine and Brian's that is) I love him soo much my BusBoy ( Read more... )

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why cant I change. I hate how I can never seem to do anything right. I love you Brian soo much! Im sorry.

No party? Hm... I think if I do have one it will be small and cosy and only with my really close friends.

yay!! One of my bestest friends for, lets see, 16 years is coming over today to spend the night. I am soo excited. it should be tons of fun. well I should go get ready. Toodles.

I wish I had my cuddle buddy. :(

Okay okay so school starts thursday, so what?!!? I've decided if you dwell on it too much it will just make it even worse when it actually gets here.. so no worries. Plus, this is my senior year and I have a wonderful boyfriend and pretty great friends so this year shouldnt actually be that bad, Oh and Im only taking 5 classes which is totally ( Read more... )

Registration. ARGH. although, at least Ill get it over with. Then Im off to lunch with Katie and Rebecca which should be fun and yummy!! :) Then Im off to hanging out with Bri Bri which should also be fun and yummy. tee hee hee. Toodles.

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF SOOO MUCH!!!

I decided that I shouldnt hide who I am or what my religion is. Im tired of pretending Im something that I am totally not. Im done listening to music that talks about life issues and Jesus Christ in a Christian manner. Im tired of keeping bibles on my bookshelf saying to myself "hey maybe Ill read this someday." I would like to say that I do ( Read more... )