i can't believe i have a job...not only do i have a job, i am working over forty hours a week. i have never worked more than fifteen or twenty hours a week in my life and for the past four years i have worked a maximum of ten hours a week. this is weird. i like it so far and i think i am gonna like it more once i am out of training. it's so ( Read more... )

i have been depressed and grouchy lately. i don't know what has come over me. if my meds aren't working, that is it. i can't handle any more of this. i don't care if they have to put me in some fucking hospital, i give up ( Read more... )

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basicswhats your name?hi! i am laurenwhat do people call you?laurenwhere you named after anything?my daddyif you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be?michael, i thinkdo people spell/say your name wrong?yes, my grandma doesif you ( Read more... )

i pulled a muscle in my stomach while playing volleyball yesterday. Ow, man. i thought one of my ovaries was gonna explode or something. it really fucking hurts and i wanna play again today, but i don't know if i can ( Read more... )

bored. waiting to go do a reading for my brother. it's a play he wrote and we're reading it on stage. i am this black girl from the south. i do an amazing impression. i should be an actress. my brother is an incredible playwrite...very hillarious! maddie dyed my hair today...it's been so bland. it's not much better now...midnight ruby is the ( Read more... )

i was at a bar last night, ran into some people i knew in high school. besides it being really weird to see these people, it was awkward and i was drunk...which doesn't happen often, but i was off my meds and that changes shit. this guy knew i smoked and he was looking at me and giving me this signal. he was touching his finger to his nose and ( Read more... )

when i wake in the morning (more likely the afternoon), i don't want to do anything but fall back to sleep. i am not sure if that is because i have nothing vital in my life to attend to, or if it's just everything else. i am on four different medications right now. i wonder if it ever occured to dr gable or james that too many medications might ( Read more... )