the feelings we hide are many ( Read more... )

trust is key to everyting in life. trust will help us survive. there are four people whom i trust totally outside my family. Martin, the trust of good friends. Heather, the trust of a confidant. Keith, the trust of a brother. And Karen whom i trust most of all. She whom i feel will tell me all i ask and more. this will wait for more later.

quick post to all my friends out there. here is what's going down. if any of you wish to be my friends still then you should contact me as soon as possible. there are those of you who are stuck with me and will never be rid of me. (Karen, Keith , Heather, and Martin) if the rest of you think you will be torn between friends then you should know ( Read more... )

Ash the problem is that you never understood me. if you had you wouldnt have been so bitchy to me. maybe if you had tried to understand but you never did. i am a simple man and always have been. the issue is that you always want to be right about everything. as far as i am concerned this game has played itself out. im done with it. i wash my hands ( Read more... )

no one seems to get where im comming from. my comment that the world doesnt revolve around ash refers to her thinking that she did something wrong. if she thinks she "caught me out" then let her think that. let her think she is right about everything as usual. im done with being nice and quiet. im speaking my mind. and to the grasp of Hel herself ( Read more... )

sooo yeah. nothing new to say realy. this lady came into work today with her dog and i said "you cant bring that in here." and she said "dont worry it doesnt move much" then i said "why? is it dead ( Read more... )

some people need to get over themselves. THE WORLD DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND YOU. if feeling sorry for yourself is what gets you off then fine but dont drag me into your wallowing and self pity. see? it has begun. i am now irritable and annoyed. "ohhh i think im dying." "ohhh nobody likes me." if you keep this up nobody will. fucking get over it! we ( Read more... )

ok so i think that i need to redefine the requirements for being one of my friends ( Read more... )

i also said to tell me something interesting about yourselves. so far only one of you said something interesting. now do it! and it had better be good! i swear, you people, sometimes i just dont know...

bored,bored,bored. nothing to do. yawn. 342am. bored. i did have fun the other day when Keith got cut. not because he got cut mind. soooo. yeah. bored. hey guess what? bored. ummmmm. kinda lonely. no one i feel i can confide in about the big stuff. matt and keith are brothers so i can count them out on that. ash? um, no. francine? not really. maybe ( Read more... )