Ok, so my big thing now is going back to school which I plan to do in Florida. I am in the process of getting everything together for the move and Rebekah shows up out of the blue...we have spent some time together and its been ok, even if it was a little akward when I told her I was going to need some space ( Read more... )

I am bald, I am in Montevallo, I am back at 180, I am looking at schools, I am nowhere, I am everywhere, I am everyone, I am nothing. I am serious, I am jovial, I am ready, I am horribly unprepared. I am strong, I am weak, I am starting, I am ending. I am honest, I am unforthcoming, I am intelligent, I am unrefined, I am educated and aloof ( Read more... )

You're out there, enjoying yourself, sleeping in comfort. I'm fighting impossible odds on this immense highway, against the memory of you and the misery of me without. Getting old and giving up the fight, the magic flees like a whisper in the night while people fight the good fight and pray deliverance from their plight ( Read more... )

I pulled the dark mass that was once a heart out today ( Read more... )

*Sigh*... its such a cascade, my heart being broken, the dislike of love and closeness...she carved me up and left me the heartbreaker ( Read more... )

I feel it. I am fading, losing my substance. The only thing left now is my weakened will. The ghost, here for the moment, gone before sunrise. Now is the time I must fade from the world to grow in myself ( Read more... )

Momma, I'm at the crossroads and the devil, he's got no change. I'm leaving these empty streets for the wide open range. And if I should leave my soul a waste, in a pawn shop, a girl, or somewhere along the race...its not what I wanted, but the fare is fair ( Read more... )

Finally arrived home...man my shoulders are killing me ( Read more... )

*Sigh* it seems like I am always leaving. Even as a child, we moved from place to place. It was hard at first, to leave all your friends and everthing you had just gotten used to, but you grow accustomed to these things. There is nothing quite like the first day you accept your existance in a new place... a clean slate, anonimity, it is almost ( Read more... )

You ever get the feeling you are the only one of your kind? The last of whatever and no matter how much anyone can associate or empathize, they don't really get it ( Read more... )