it's 6:15am and i've been awake since 3:02.

why am i not capable of sleeping like a normal person?
also, why am i not capable of maintaining healthy friendships?
and while we're at it, why do i get upset when i don't get tagged in that fucking 25 things facebook note?
my soul was cleaner without facebook.

1. my fucking email still won't open ( Read more... )

MY EMAIL HASN'T WORKED IN WEEKS AND I THINK I MIGHT EXPLODE!!!!!!!
in other news, i think i'm going to drop out of college to be a free spirited gypsy healer woman.
i'm only partially kidding.

i just bought a grey's anatomy soundtrack and i hardly care that i can't really afford it. i didn't get to see my horse today. my life has changed in ways i never imagined. i'm just too tired to think it through right now but for some reason i want the world to know that i now own a grey's anatomy soundtrack.

i cut off 12 inches of hair. and dyed it. and i have a black and purple mushroom on the top of my head. i wanted a brownish reddish shaggy choppy hair style. oops.

things are better.

kevin broke up with me last week.
there just aren't words that i can put to these feelings.
it's so hard to stay on top of life when i feel like part of me is missing.

i'm riding a horse at the barn where i used to keep Ace. this horse goes out in the same field as ace did, is in the stall next to ace's stall, speeds up in the same part of the ring that ace used to speed up in. she slows down in the same corner that ace used to slow down in (ace's version of slow is probably another horse's version of taking off ( Read more... )

http://www.globalcrossroad.com/guatemala/womens-project.php

until early june.
i'll miss you all <3

so i think i did pretty well on my astronomy exam. i'm a bit worried by that though, i don't know if that's good news or bad news. i tend to do terribly on exams that i thought went smoothly, and vice versa. i had a good riding lesson yesterday, lots of leg yielding and bending work. i cleaned my side of the room and my animals' cages and i feel ( Read more... )

dear world,
please stop laughing at me.
love, sarah.

more later.
love to you all.