my new username is egoamormihi ... friends ... if you haven't already .... add me!

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I've spent all day inside myself really, I've just been sitting here downloading music and singing my heart out.
Wendy and kids are here
HELL
Decided I don't care about anyone
Even Simon
Not at the moment
I need time to my self
I don't need the hassle at the moment
God I'm selfish
Will update in a bit when everyones asleep

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Ok ... So people didn't get fought yesterday
What a shame.
But Simon and friends are coming back today
I'm so lucky to have a guy like him
w00t going to have a chinese tonight
Whoops...there goes my vegetarianism!
Oh well
I shall get over it
oooI just got another email
I wonder who it is?
Will Update properly in like two mins
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Ok
So I am in school today
And I'm not worried...
Simon is bringing some friends and I think Nikki is coming
To pick me up after school
And beat the crap out of anyone that says anything to me
...and all is good
♥

I want to die....
I want to curl up into nothing and fade into the darkness that was life...

I've just came into school from going to the hospital and the first things that are said to me just make me want to kill myself...I can;t take it anymore..the words hurt so much and no one will leave me alone..I'm crying- I never cry at school...I hate ( Read more... )

Mommy I never changed
I'm still the girl you used to love
I'm still the girl to smile at the sun
I'm still the one you love

Mommy there's just something
Something I need to get off my chest
Mommy I'm no different to others
I just have a different veiw

Please don't love me less mommy
I came to you in trust
Please don't hate me mommy
I'm still you little girl

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And today little kids ... i'm going to bitch ( Read more... )

I cut myself the other day- it felt oh so great
But now I'm suffering - and not just from pain
But from Disapointment
I told Simon about me cutting myself- Let's just say he thought he had failed me....
All I wanted to say way I was sorry and it turned out to be one of these big arguments..well sort of..we talked it through and it was ok in the end- ( Read more... )