Ugh I've been so so sick. I think I'm getting better now. I'm at least well enough to feel like going online again instead of just hiding in bed all day waiting for death.

I've been wanting to read some really good, long, satisfying J2 fic lately. I used to be super into J2, but then I kind of gravitated more towards wincest over the years. But ( Read more... )

Ok, I must have lived in a happy little drama-free bubble of the fandom for the last 8 years, because I've never really seen all the Sam hate, but apparently it's out there? And there's lots of it, or so I hear?

Honestly, my only reaction to that is wtf???

How can you call yourself a fan of Supernatural if you hate Sam?! Sam is literally half of the ( Read more... )

Just read this on tumblr. From Dean to Sam...

If I ever made you feel like you weren't the most important person in my life, I've failed you.

If you ever thought for a second there was anything I wouldn't do for you, I’ve not done my job.

If I ever made you think that you couldn’t always come to me for love, I’ve done something wrong.

If you ever felt ( Read more... )

Ok so I just started watching Hannibal, and now I can't stop?? Good god, what a creeptasticly awesome show. I've always loved all the Hannibal movies, but this just breathed new life into the character. I have such a thing for super smart villians. I'm kind of in love with Hannibal a little, which makes me feel a little awkward because he, ya know ( Read more... )

I'm back! I feel like I've tackled a lot of my real-life problems for now, and I can get back to this being a happy, wincesty, fandom LJ again instead of the emotional dumping ground I feared it was becoming.

I just wanna talk about the finale. Oh god. That was just...fucking perfect. I was sobbing, having a complete meltdown the way this show hasn ( Read more... )

I miss my show so fucking much. Like, it's kind of ridiculous. I am sitting here, eyes tearing up just thinking about it. I want Sam and Dean and Baby and stupid Castiel and just...everything back. Hiatus really is hell ='(

There's really very little in life that wincest can't fix. I'm feeling a lot more positive lately, not letting things get to me so much. Plus I am re-reading nyxocity's Like Staring Into The Sun series, which is just yessss so good. And banana bread and iced coffee. Perfect. What would I do without fanfic? Curl up and die, most likely.

( Crap no one wants to read... )

Still very sick. I'm considering going to the doctor but I keep putting it off. I don't want to move from the bed long enough to actually get to the office. Taking care of 2 children while wanting to rip my own head off is proving challenging. Can't wait until I start feeling better.

I dreamed about my ex last night. Why? I don't understand why it's ( Read more... )

I am dying, like I'm pretty sure I have caught the plague. So, so ridiculously sick. My throat/sinuses/head/ears are just one collective ball of misery. My voice is completely gone. I am currently existing on cough drops and herbal tea. So not fun. Going to crawl back under my covers now and sleep.