The hard drive on my 3 month old laptop decided to die a few days ago. I am so freaking upset. Of course I had nothing backed up, so everything that was on there is now completely gone. At this point I'm just glad a have a warranty on the damn thing so I don't have to pay for the repair. I swear, I have the worst damn luck with laptops.

M wants to ( Read more... )

Omg, just had the scariest thing happen. Dean was sleeping in his swing, and I looked over at him and right there on his little cheek was a freaking spider. I ran over and grabbed it off of him and smushed it in my hand, which was seriously one of the most repulsive things I have ever had to do. I was in the bathroom washing my hand and trying not ( Read more... )

I listened to an audiofic this morning that I clearly did not read the description of well enough. It ended with Dean dying of a brain tumor and I spent 15 embarrassing minutes trying to stop crying and explain to my husband why I was bawling my head off. I normally stay far, far away from deathfic and unhappy endings in general. Don't know how I ( Read more... )

So I finally watched Sherlock! Well, the first 3 episodes of it, because that's all Netflix has (WTF Netflix I hate you so hard). I loved it! Omg, Sherlock is yummmmm. I made the husband watch and he loves it too. So now I just have to figure out a way to watch more episodes... =/

My Daddy died tonight at 10:29pm a year ago. It doesn't feel like it' ( Read more... )

Dean is sick. He is coughing all the time and his poor little nose is all blocked so he's having trouble eating. It's freaking me out. He's only 5 weeks old and I've tried so hard to keep anyone who might be sick away from him, but I guess it wasn't enough. Now I'm just obsessively checking him for a fever and trying not to stress too much. I think ( Read more... )

I've been feeling crappy and generally very negative these last few days. I hate it when I get into these moods. I think I'm getting over my funk though, which is good because I was starting to annoy myself.

Recovery is going crappily. I'm frustrated. Logically I understand that 9 years of an eating disorder doesn't just disappear, I know it's a ( Read more... )

Today, so far, has been a good day. I have very few complaints. Tomorrow I expect to be even better, considering I am excited as hell for the new Supernatural episode. I haven't been too crazy about this season, but I'm interested to see Castiel come back, and to see what they're doing to poor Sam's brain (even though it makes me cry and flail at ( Read more... )

I am under a massive amount of stress right now. I just found out we are not getting a pay-check this week because some dumbass at my husband's work did not put in his vaction pay for the last 3 weeks he has been off. So, until they straighten this out, I guess I will just be praying there's enough food in the house and begging rides off various ( Read more... )

I am seriously considering delving into the world of The Walking Dead fanfic. I'm intrigued, especially by the Rick/Darryl(is that how you spell his name?!) pairing. Like, I really wanna read some badass dirtyhot angsty slash between the two of them. The problem is, I have no idea where to find it. =( 

Just read this on tumblr...

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that upon being asked how he would avert the apocalypse, dean joked, “we’re working on the power of love.”

and then

that exact thing

fucking

worked.

that sam keeps putting up a fight over ‘sammy, the chubby twelve-year-old’

and then makes it clear to fucking

everyone

that dean has the one, ( Read more... )