i had interesting conversation last night, and i guess for the moment i'm a little perturbed thinking about things that were said, so now i want to vent and get it all off my chest ( Read more... )

argh, i don't know what's wrong with me. i woke up yesterday in such a good mood, and then like halfway through work i just got annoyed and pissed off. and then when i got home from work i was so flustered and agitated, and i could just feel all this negative energy inside me and i have no idea where it's coming from. so i thought, i'll just go ( Read more... )

today was an interesting day. i actually got like 10 hours of sleep, so i was all awake and cheerful at work and full of energy, so that was nice. and i cleaned my house today, yaye! it's so pretty and clean now, i love it. and i did laundry, so i have clean clothes and everything. yaye for a productive day. and i got asked a question today ( Read more... )

today i worked a 15 hour day. needless to say, i am quite tired. and now i have to wake up in five hours to go to work again tomorrow. yes, your pity would be much appreciated. however, i did make over 100 dollars tonight, so i guess it was worth it. now i can buy cat food so my kitties don't starve. oh, and here's a caution: never order an ( Read more... )

i'm just so frustrated right now and i'm not even completely sure why. i took a nap this afternoon and i just woke up in a foul mood. i was late for my dance class b/c i kept looking at the clock and thinking that is said four something, but in my half-awake state, i read it wrong, and it was actually saying five something. so i didn't leave for ( Read more... )

i finally got the sushi i have been craving. it was from wild oats, so not exactly top quality stuff, but it was cheap and it still fit the bill. mmmmm... now i can survive for a few more days.

it's really funny. every time my dance teacher says "i was reading this book..." it's usually followed by "called letters to god." today, however, it was "communing with god." way to mix it up! but actually, today was a lot better. less preaching and motivational speaking and more dancing, so i thoroughly enjoyed myself ( Read more... )

last night, i guess, was a real eye opener for me. ryan gave me the best compliment ever, which basically said that i looked a lot more mature than the last time he saw me and that i had this air of wisdom about me. it just made me think. i hate it, and i don't want to grow up, but i think it's time to move on. unfortunately, this means that i ( Read more... )

welcome to positive thinking 101, aka optimism 101, aka hip-hop 101. so i went to class today. i dunno... it probably had something to do with the fact that i got three hours sleep last night, but this teacher was just pissing me off. "you gotta tell yourself, i can do this, while you're dancing. positive thinking. change your attitude. ( Read more... )

i hate sex. i wish i had never had it. it's like a drug, where once you have some, you just want more and more. and then you get all aggravated when you can't get any. or maybe that's just me. but the point is... i wish i had waited.