well... here goes nothing ( Read more... )

I wish I never stopped taking my meds because now I can't find the urge to start ( Read more... )

in a month,
I'm moving to Indiana.

just so you know.

"My darling, I want you to be as much a part of my everyday as the sunrise. Sweetest dreams, call me when you emerge from your poison apple slumber<3"

Ladies & gentlemen, I have my very own Edward Cullen!


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The first thing I've painted in a long time. A love homage to my man boy love... l always knew I should have been a traditional tattoo artist.


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today it's been a month since this sordid love affair began.
and i couldn't be happier with something so new.

i woke up to a txt from him today saying "Before the end of next year, we'll be engaged."

who knows? certainly not me. and I'm okay with that.

being on both sides of the fence has both perks and negatives ( Read more... )

Brooks from Mayday Parade and my skeezin ass self


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Every time I write in here, it lacks any sort of true substance. Well, how's this for raw emotion ( Read more... )

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason ( Read more... )

but I'm warning you
dont you ever do
those crazy messed up things that you do
if you ever do
i promise you
i'll be the first to crucify you
but its time to prove
that weve come back here to rebuild.