It's been some time since my last post. Well, turns out the dusty old man blew me out of that classroom. I didn't make it through and yes, I feel like a failure again. I'll give all the excuses in the book but when it comes down to it, I studied like a mofo and I tried to beat the old man but, I could see that little smirk on his face and the ( Read more... )

So lately I've come to realize that the clock ticking inside my brain may have induced fear within myself, paralyzing my ability to move on. It's really not about time at all. What am I in a rush for? Oh yeah, that's right... to get away from my psycho family, that's why. The resources that are available to me are quite limited and, I can't help ( Read more... )

I got two letters from you Last words of the runaway Your love was written so true And now I can’t speak your name I face destruction and you just killed me and walked away I gave my heart to the cruel and now it will not beat again ( Read more... )

I'm not in the mood today to be at work. I'm in the office today so at least I have time to mess around and do nothing since I get my work done rather quickly. Last week I got in trouble for leaving early and I'm surprised they didn't give me a write up for that. I feel like I really don't know who's got my back around here anymore and I feel like ( Read more... )

I haven't been very lucky with advancing in the workplace. I've tried again and again to regain my position back as a supervisor and failed... not twice, but thrice. Everyone keeps telling me, "it only means something great is coming your way", but I don't believe that shit anymore. It's not that I hate my job, it's that no one really takes me ( Read more... )

I'm kind of stuck in a rut about some things in my life... career wise, health wise, and I need some clarity. Maybe I haven't had much time to think about what I should be doing rather than worrying about how I look or my weight...or worrying about the time I have left to actually get up and do something ( Read more... )

Today must have been one of the worst days by far this week/month/year ( Read more... )

I'm still undecided on what I want to do with myself and my life. I don't know where this job is taking me (well, it's taking me nowhere really), and I don't know If I will truely be happy going back to Nursing or even pursuing a career in Health Administration. Sometimes I feel like people are being taken advantage of when it does come to the ( Read more... )

Some people will spend their whole lives searching for true love... but do they ever find it ( Read more... )

I am a free woman...(well, I've always been free but now more free than ever before). I am single.

You know, sometimes I wonder what kind of people we're putting out there in this world to "help" people with their own problems. The guy I was dating was a psychology major and going through the masters program at CLU. Sure, you can stuff you're ( Read more... )