this birthday is bitter mostly. i had high hopes for where i would be by now this year. and so far i havent met them, i wanted ( Read more... )

kinda depressed today, went to the gym today, havent weighed in a week, but in that week i have been on my diet and stuck to it,to the letter. Its been really tough for me, so i was really excited to see the weight loss. Heres the thing, i havent lost anything, havent gained, but havent lost. It is so frustrating not to see results, i feel a bit ( Read more... )

recently.... oh say 2-3 weeks ago i found out that i am pregnant! truly this is an awesome feat. lols once we stopped trying and once i was fully focussed and engorged on planning my wedding i get prego. its kind of odd since i found out all my planning stopped. Ive just been worried about insurance and trying to make sure that im making the right ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to punch the shit out of him. i really do ( Read more... )

Visiting the morgue brought about many different concerns and feelings, issues. Each person I saw brought reminders of loved ones I have. The skeletal remains made me think of my mother, who at one point hitchhiked everywhere she went, and who still talks about running away. I can’t imagine if something were to happen to her, I would be devastated ( Read more... )

So i got to go on a field trip to the morgue, honestly this was the field trip of a lifetime, a chance to really see if i could ever handle dealing with the dead ( Read more... )

its been forever and a day since ive posted last ( Read more... )

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this is the worst sick ive been in a while, my equilibrium is shot all to hell, im dizzy and its almost as though i feel drunk, the mucous is discusting green ive never seen before ( Read more... )

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