I wish I knew what was wrong with me. Ive been feeling so down lately and tonight pretty much puts the icing on the cake. I cant wait to leave this fucking town.

I realized that when it really boils down to it, i dont have anyone that cares. Go ahead and post all the quotes you want on how much you love me or whatever but im not buyin em. I never ( Read more... )

-somewhere between the procrastination
& the homework
& the incessant forwards
& the friendships
& the nasty cafeteria food
& the calls to each other complaining about crushes
-somewhere between the phone calls to old friends
& the "I miss you's"
& the "I love you's"
& the "What are we doing tonight's"
& somewhere between all of the changing & growing..
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Happy 17th Birthday Mandy!

Today was fun. Mandys mom checked me and Mandy out today during 4th and 5th period and we went out to eat at Mokotos.It was soooo much fun.We had a little get together at Mandys house tonigh too and everyone went.We all just hung out.It was cool.

Then when I got home my mom was here! How exciting.She loves my car and told ( Read more... )

Alright I have alot of stuff to get off of my chest.

Work was kinda slow tonight and I had about a good hour to myself.I thought about everything. On my way home I stopped by the bowling alley and to my suprise, everyone was there.haha. Tommy came in my car and we talked for a little while because I havnt hung out with that kid in 4 weeks.Troy ( Read more... )

Im kinda upset right now.Over nothing inparticular, just stupid little things.

Kajsas grandma died so she was in Utah for a week or so and I missed her. Me her and Mandy used to be together everyday after school.The 3 of us. And ever since shes been with Forrest things have been different.Now that we have jobs, nothing is the same.And she comes ( Read more... )

Boys suck.They really really do. Im being serious, im going to try with all my power and soul to get over Troy Melton.Im not even going to explain the story but all you guys need to know is that I hate him for the way he is but I cant hate him because well, i just cant..Im not making sense right now, i know.But im seriously so mad right now. I ( Read more... )

All I do is work.I seriously dont have a life anymore.Im off tomorrow though so HELL YES to that.Im off saturday too.Im really excited over that one because I havnt been off for one weekend since ive worked there and I miss getting drunk and partying with the girls :)

I finally got my tips on Friday. I made 92 bucks for the whole 2 weeks Ive worked ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween!

Me and Mandy stayed at her house and gave out candy all night.Besides the fact that we're both grounded and couldnt leave her house we had a blast. We had the leave blower, and we'd blow it on all of the kids that came up to the door.Some would get freaked, the others would just looked at us like we were fucking idiots which made ( Read more... )

I hate having responsibility.I really do.I hate having a job and missing all the funny things that happen outside of work.I gotta get used to this.

I spent the night at Mandys last night during Wilma.It was cool.We watched Talk sex with Sue Johanson with BJ and went to bed around 1ish and then camped out in her room all day today.We had like ( Read more... )

Alright so im so...i dont know...im so something right now.I dont even know the word to desicribe what im feeling!

I fucking hate myself for getting so into Troy.Hes a piece of shit asshole and I hate him.I hate him I hate him I hate him.You wouldtn even know,

He plays stupid ass games with stupid girls like me that fall for them Every damn time. ( Read more... )