I dont have a boyfriend... but I have a boy. Zach Peterson. He's one of the guys I was referring to a few entries back when I was talking about who I liked. We're not dating officially as of yet... I mean, Jesse and me broke up just a few weeks ago. I need more time to think before I have an actual boyfriend again ( Read more... )

So even though Jesse and I are broken up and even though I have some different guys in mind... there's still a part of me that can't help but get jealous when there are other girls in the house and a possibility that he could think any one of them is cute. I know he does ( Read more... )

I really like how things are going right now with everything. I have a room over here at Jody's. It's small, but it's cool. I'm not in there half the day like I was when living with my grandpa so the size doesn't really matter. Plus, it means I dont have to sleep on the couch anymore and I have more privacy ( Read more... )

I've been living with Jesse and his mom in her boyfriend's house since Friday night, and I'll probably be here for a while. I dont know how long, though. Until my grandpa stops drinking, I guess... but I dont want to go back. I mean, even if he stops drinking, he'll still be old and senile and there's still a chance he'll break down and start ( Read more... )

My grandma died last November and from then to March my grandpa drank heavily. I moved in with my friend's family from February to July so I would be able to concentrate on school instead of worrying about his drinking. When he stopped, he said that was it, he said no more, but tonight he's drunk again and I dont know how to handle it... I dont ( Read more... )

The infection on my cheek has been noticed by a lot of people, and my friend Jennifer says it looks like a spider bite, so since I have no fucking clue what it is, I'm going with that :P ( Read more... )

I cant take this. I'm too fucking stressed out ( Read more... )

I hate this. When it's late at night and I'm sad, I cant just go to sleep. I stay up until I'm dead tired hoping to feel better, and I never do. This is how I was November through February last year and then again during the summer ( Read more... )

I knew this would happen... I knew that the next time Jesse and I broke up it would be so full of drama. I knew he'd begin to hate me. He's probably going to treat me like he did Nicole after they broke up, always calling her a bitch to her face and behind her back... he hasnt gone so far as to call me a bitch to my face yet, but he has said it ( Read more... )

HOLY MOTHER FUCKER I AM SO BORED! :( Jesse and I have hung out for 2 hours in the past week. Yeah. That's so fucking messed up, I shouldnt even begin to rant or else I wont be able to stop ( Read more... )