yessssss. this song will always give me the same undescribable vivid feeling. i dont know what it is. but i can feel the exact thing i felt when i listened to this song that one day. its weird. i can feel the emotion. i can take myself back to that exact situation. i cant explain it. but i feel and sense all the things i did that one day. and i ( Read more... )

is it that i cant do it or is it that im motivated not to? and then i thought about it again today. and i saw it happen. and i didnt fucking flinch. and i kind of grinned and wished it was there. but i had to keep driving. its not that its so bad. its not. im a drama queen. or maybe you just hurt me and i cant get over it. i hurt myself - who am i ( Read more... )

wow. :)

just cos i came home this morning with out any sleep, my dads being all weird. i think hes assuming things & its not cool. i am not hung over or whatever. i woke up saturday at 430am, and didnt go to sleep until 830am today. we were up all night. its always like this.

im really excited for our competition on saturday! today we watched a video of us doing the routeine and it was awesome!! im so proud of everyone. i feel like some people are pissed though. but all the hard work got us here. a few things need to be cleaned up and...aHHH...i cant wait!! i wanted to motivate everyone today and tell them how good it ( Read more... )

baby mama drama.

what kind of girl do you think i am? honestly.

i do have values. i respect my body.

i like to be crazy. i dont care often times.

i leave the mess for the morning.

i have wreckless fun. i dont regret.

i try in school. i smile back.

i care about my morals. i am clean.

i am fun.

( daddys little girl found mommys make up )

( all my pommies... )

finals suck ass. im so glad its over.

poms.

i hate it. and i hate half of the girls on the squad. YOURE NOT FUCKING ON VARSITY. thats our title. if you could dance - then you could at least gain some respect. but stop walking around in your booty shorts, stomach hanging out, and long ass frizzy hair telling people you dont care about how the squad ( Read more... )

i dont know why i continually do this to myself. why can everyone understand and focus but i cant? i study for tests now, and the harder i try - the worse im doing...

im supposed to be doing spanish and english prep for tomorrow but all i really feel like is running away.

but then i know thats completely irrational. what is remotely plausible about ( Read more... )