I don't understand people. How can you claim to love someone and not be willing to fight for them? How can you claim that you want to be with this person but turn your back on them when things get hard? How can you claim that you would do anything for them and then ignore their request for help ( Read more... )

I feel as though I'm in a lose-lose situation. I want him to tell me how he feels about everything and I know that he's stressed out but it upsets me to hear the things he has to say. It upsets me even more when I tell him how I feel and end up getting him more upset. upset: to disturb mentally or emotionally. Apparently we're both disturbed. I ( Read more... )

7 more months of this hell. sometimes I don't feel like I'm going to be able to make it. most of the time I want to just give up and have this pain stop. seeing his face, being able to hold him and kiss him after 6 1/2 months was more amazing than I had ever imagined it would be and just when it felt like the fight was over, he was back on the ( Read more... )

tomorrow night I'll be leaving for minnesota. oh how exciting that sounds. the bad news is I'll be spending 6 weeks with my inlaws. the good news is matt will be coming home for 2 of those weeks, we aren't sure exactly when that will be but I'm about to poop myself because I'm so happy. happy doesnt even begin to describe it. imagine not seeing ( Read more... )

HE COMES HOME IN ONE MONTH!!!!!I leave for minnesota in 2 1/2 weeks. I get to spend qt with the in-laws. this might be a problem any other time but right now I dont care where I am or what I'm doing because he's coming home in a month. 5 1/2 months is a long time to be see someone, especially if it's someone you love... and youre married to. the ( Read more... )

I would settle for a phone call ... maybe an email or even a letter but I really just want him home. I want to talk to him in person, touch him, just be near him would be amazing ( Read more... )

I havn't heard from him in 5 days and I'm going a little crazy ( Read more... )

zombies are awesome! go see 28 weeks laters... now. or the zombies will get you ( Read more... )

so I've applied for a butt load of jobs and have gotten some call backs. no one will hire be because I wont be able to work in july and most of the places have told me that if I start working for them now, Im not allowed any days off/ vacation time within the first 3 months of working there. so that would mean no taking off for july ... usually I ( Read more... )

if your boyfriend or girlfriend told you that one week from today they would be leaving for a year, would you wait for them? would you still be faithful? would you be able to handle not having the constant attention from them because they were too busy trying to keep themselves alive? I'm tired of the frowns, the dirty looks and all the lectures I ( Read more... )