no mother ever dreamed her daughter would grow up to be a junkie
no mother ever dreamed her daughter would grow up to sleep alone

i used to pray a God was listening
i used to make my parents proud

i used to know the name of every person i kissed
no i made this bed and i cant call asleep in it

ring
ring
ring
ring
"your call has been forwarded to the voicemail box off 3056521"

I love you so much that it hurts my head
But I don't mind you under my skin
I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in

im on my own tonite

hey. do me a favor baby
i want you to know i love you so much, but dont reply.
i know how to dish it out but i cant always take it

jesus christ as a pretty face
we've all got wooden nails
this is just a memoryyyy

its not exact but i love that song and i cant get it out my head! its 4:20am and i cant sleep.is anyone up?

obsessive complusive
disorder?
ocd.

why is it so abnormal to HAVE to do things a certain way?
get over it.

i can sleep better tonite knowing you are gone for good ( Read more... )

i took all of his old stuff and our old stuff & packed it in a box ( Read more... )

i did some major cleaning today ( Read more... )

i feel alittle but more optimisitc today
there is still a ton on my plate
but today...
today its okay

my spirits are high
my mind is high

jesus loves me
this is know