sew happy.

then i would never worry about anything.

i feel so fucking isolated, unwanted, tossed aside, you name it. i wasn't 100% in my mental stability in the first place due to the stress i've been under lately, but now, as i'm in TN dealing with everything here (and it's ALOT to deal with)..i've pretty much lost it. not having anyone to talk to and noone ( Read more... )

holy shit livejournal! i haven't written in this is over a year.

i guess a lot has happened since then....way to much to all put in here now.

very recently life has taken a turn for the worse. a good friend of mine passed away on friday night and it has been a very strange and hard thing to deal with. i've never had a friend die so abruptly before. ( Read more... )

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PLEASE. show me who i'm messing with.

....thats what i thought.

panera wit retards. <3 then we went thrifting. got a videotape called "contraception: why not?" aaahaha. theeeeeen we rented "thanks for smoking". it's an alright movie, kinda funny. then we had a big pillow fight.

life rules.

1) List 20-ish things that you want to say to people, but never will.

2) Don't say who they are.

3) Never discuss it again.

[note: if you want to know if you're in here, ask. but only inquire about yourself, because i will not reveal who anyone else is unless they ask.]

1. you're the one with the title of "bestfriend", without a doubt. we've ( Read more... )

things i want to do this year:

- Scream Asylum in Bridgeville, PA
- Dungeon of Horrors @ the former West Virginia Penitentiary
- Phantom Fright Nights @ Kennywood
- Castle Blood in Beallsville, PA  (this is a maybe, i dont know how good it will be)
- Murder Mystery in Gibsonia, PA @ the Kean. this is Oct. 27 & 28th only & i realllly want to go. (kinda ( Read more... )

darrrrrrrr. i'm detective john kimble.

caaahseee! yum. <3

i passed.