Ok quick update yes? sure why not.

Summer.
Florida=Awesome.
No luck on the mad job search.
Mowhawk.
Sickness.
Sadness.
Happiness.
Love.
Pissed off.
Angry.
Friendless.

Hi. My name is ashlee. and I have problems.
IM NOT PERFECT.

Dear LJ,

You were fun and all, you helped me in god times and bad...more bad than good. You even helped me meet Jeremy, but dear old friend, I think this is the end. Maybe a few visits every couple of months. A card or two. But for now its goodbye.

Its beginning to get harder and harder. I have great friends, and Jeremy. But when Im alone, I just cant keep my head up. I sleep so i dont have to think. I cant really explain anything. I dont know what to explain. Im just as confused as everyone else. Its gets harder and harder to sleep, but once I achieve sleep, its hard to get out of. It seems ( Read more... )

Wow. 4 months has gone by fast. Im enjoying it. I love him, so much ( Read more... )

Divine Infekt

Rip your God
Fuck hopeless self
Anti love you hold dear
Douse yourself in evil
Thought repression of your fear
Darkness likes to toy with you
As you walk through the night
Pillage through your conscience mind
The epideral blight
Feeding my anguish
This life is born of pain
Deleted memory
This world's gone mad
Divine

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