i never felt so physically and mentally trapped on tuesday night and yesterday.

i went over sarah's moms house because sarah really wanted to spend time with me after our huge fight last week, so i gave in. were driving across the highway and then eric called my cellphone so i answered it on speaker phone then he was like, "hi nikki, i got your fan ( Read more... )

I do not know what I'm doing here. Sometimes I hate this journal, I hate that I have to write and that I have to put these silly words on display, because there are always things we are not allowed to speak about, but to keep them inside of us means they'll rot our stomachs and keep us from sleeping. I want to be in love with everything. I want to ( Read more... )