My counsellors want me to start journaling again. But I have no idea where to start.

I need to write.
Badly.
Like, really really badly.

P.s. I was walking down the hall and listening to Fix You and it hit me so hard in the stomach I could hardly breathe that he's going to come home and say he can't do this anymore.

I hope it's only because of the fact tomorrow I'm going to come out as (if only in the physical sense) less of a woman.

It's SO hard being patient sometimes.

I have a lot to say, I hope I can write later...I've been stuck in the writing department.

I haven't read anyone's journals is SO long...I will soon I promise ( Read more... )

It's SO so hard.
And frustrating.
And it sucks REAL bad.
I don't know what to do.
So, so hard.
Whomever it is up there that's testing me, you can stop now.
Really.

My attempt at writing an entry after 0956854623 days has failed.
Oh well, there's always tomorrow...the best excuse of a 'depressive'.
I'll feel better soon, I know it.
I'm just sad you know?

Jonathan the counsellor says I have to start writing again...that was a week ago. I should get on that.

Holy FUCK I forgot how much I loved Tori ( Read more... )

Complete recall list as of Mar19, 2007 ( Read more... )

The Interview by AFI is by FAR my favourite song right now.
It's been on repeat for days.

And reminds me of Erin a LOT for some reason lol.
I'm not sure why either.

But still, it's a GOOD song, holy crap.

(p.s.-HI TINA I MISS YOU!)