1. I love to drive with the windows down and the music up... 2. I like to watch Jeffs eyes when he talks to other people, they dance to his mood. 3. I am becoming who I was, who I lost, and I am better for it. 4. I am going to be able to say goodbyes this year, and it wont be a struggle. 5.I love you, and your little friend Tonia too!
I think, goodbyes are supposed to be hard at first. Otherwise you don't really appreciate the role the person you're saying goodbye to had in your life on the other hand, goodbyes shouldn't continually hurt. They hurt for a while since you're adjusting but sometimes after the pain is gone, you realize it WAS for the best, and the goodbye takes on a whole new meaning.
I absolutely know what you mean by that. I had that with two of my "Never in a million years will they be gone.." people this past year. But the hope is, the void won't stay vacant for long. YOu either adapt, or others begin to fill the needs that were left empty.
1. I used to hate my first name Charlotte, but now I'm beginning to like it. 2. My favorite candy bar is Three Musketeers. 3. I miss high school. 4. I sleep with my stuffed clown if I sleep alone, and it always travels with me, anytime I go anywhere, even if he rides in the trunk. 5. I am so thankful that you and Renee introduced me to B...I'm not sure I've ever told you that or not, but thank you.
You know, I had never really thought of it that way. That like, Renee and I introduced you two, and now you're all in L-O-V-E. Holy smokes. I should introduce myself to someone. Either way, no problemo ladyfriend.
I love gummibear warfare. I hope she found rotten gummibears stuck to the floor or the back of her skanktified couch. You know that things gotta have some miles. hahaha
1. I love to read the classics but I also have a weakness for Stephen King and Anne Rice. 2. I'm finally figuring out I'm a pretty rad person. Flawed, but neat nonetheless. 3. I drink entirely too many cans of diet vanilla coke and diet coke w/ lime. 4. One of my most favorite things is laying in bed at night reading with Todd's head resting on my tummy. 5. I think I'm starting to like country songs again.
I haven't EVER read a Stephen King OR Anne Rice book. Crazy huh? Then again, I've never seen ET.
It's wonderful to realize you're becoming comfortable in your own skin isn't it? I still struggle sometimes with the person I AM compared to the person I want to be, and sometimes the person I used to be. Hopefully, all of these are working together for some sort of progression. =) But yeah, you're a pretty rad person. <3
You should really sit down and watch ET. Except it's sad.. so make sure your in a crappy mood first. =D
I think its pretty normal to draw comparisons from your past, present and future persons.. (not sure what word to use right there for persons, but i'm sure you get my meaning). Especially if we don't follow the path we thought we would be on right now, when we were 7, 12, 16.. I guess that's what our 20's are for though.. to figure ourselves out. Even if it takes the whole decade... I think it's kind of neat to live NOW where we aren't freaks because we aren't married and having kids by the age of 25. Some people are ready for all of that a lot sooner than others and its all a-ok. I love that the people around me are all in such different places, yet we somehow manage to stay in some kind of closeness, despite the times we are all apart. ok, whoa, sleepiness delirium has set in.. sorry to babble on there. =D
1. I'm scared to death of clowns 2. I also used to bite the heads off gummi bears and put them on different bodies 3. I know I'm not the person a lot of people may think I am, but that's because people assume things not because I don't let them know me. 4. I am the one and only true princess despite what others may believe :p 5. I love cheese.
I was really afraid of Clowns after I saw some movie where like the clowns were in these big bubble things or something like that. They were all evil and scary, I don't remember much more than though, but I was afraid for years. Why are you afraid of them?
cause my grandmother was an artist and she painted....you guessed it, CLOWNS!
her entire house was decorated with paintings of clowns and porcelain clown dolls...most of them were not happy clowns. it was always dark and dreary in her house...they scared me...and it's terrible, but that's pretty much one of the only memories i have of her or her house and she didn't die until i was 20.
and then of course i also just don't think it is normal for people who work as clowns to go out in public in costume to like regular stores and stuff. there's these people that live around the corner from me...husband and wife...both clowns. they go to the gas station full make-up and all and their car is covered with clowns...its scary.
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2. I like to watch Jeffs eyes when he talks to other people, they dance to his mood.
3. I am becoming who I was, who I lost, and I am better for it.
4. I am going to be able to say goodbyes this year, and it wont be a struggle.
5.I love you, and your little friend Tonia too!
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Gosh, that radio is up LOUD.
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2. My favorite candy bar is Three Musketeers.
3. I miss high school.
4. I sleep with my stuffed clown if I sleep alone, and it always travels with me, anytime I go anywhere, even if he rides in the trunk.
5. I am so thankful that you and Renee introduced me to B...I'm not sure I've ever told you that or not, but thank you.
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Hahahaha!
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HAHAHA OMG, I still wonder if she found the remaining gummi bears behind the couch after she moved out.
I loved the look on her face when she walked in and found them all over the floor....and the heads on the wrong bodies.
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when i first read that i thought it said "skanktified crotch"
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2. I'm finally figuring out I'm a pretty rad person. Flawed, but neat nonetheless.
3. I drink entirely too many cans of diet vanilla coke and diet coke w/ lime.
4. One of my most favorite things is laying in bed at night reading with Todd's head resting on my tummy.
5. I think I'm starting to like country songs again.
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It's wonderful to realize you're becoming comfortable in your own skin isn't it? I still struggle sometimes with the person I AM compared to the person I want to be, and sometimes the person I used to be. Hopefully, all of these are working together for some sort of progression. =) But yeah, you're a pretty rad person. <3
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I think its pretty normal to draw comparisons from your past, present and future persons.. (not sure what word to use right there for persons, but i'm sure you get my meaning).
Especially if we don't follow the path we thought we would be on right now, when we were 7, 12, 16..
I guess that's what our 20's are for though.. to figure ourselves out. Even if it takes the whole decade...
I think it's kind of neat to live NOW where we aren't freaks because we aren't married and having kids by the age of 25. Some people are ready for all of that a lot sooner than others and its all a-ok. I love that the people around me are all in such different places, yet we somehow manage to stay in some kind of closeness, despite the times we are all apart.
ok, whoa, sleepiness delirium has set in.. sorry to babble on there. =D
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2. I also used to bite the heads off gummi bears and put them on different bodies
3. I know I'm not the person a lot of people may think I am, but that's because people assume things not because I don't let them know me.
4. I am the one and only true princess despite what others may believe :p
5. I love cheese.
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Liesssss
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her entire house was decorated with paintings of clowns and porcelain clown dolls...most of them were not happy clowns. it was always dark and dreary in her house...they scared me...and it's terrible, but that's pretty much one of the only memories i have of her or her house and she didn't die until i was 20.
and then of course i also just don't think it is normal for people who work as clowns to go out in public in costume to like regular stores and stuff. there's these people that live around the corner from me...husband and wife...both clowns. they go to the gas station full make-up and all and their car is covered with clowns...its scary.
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