I just don't know anymore. Lots going on in this little pea brain of mine.

I remember when everything felt infinite, when I felt infinite. I miss a lot of things, but that just might be the thing I miss the most. That feeling of permanence, I really wish I had appreciated it and seen it for what it was. I wish I had known what I was experiencing, and what times I was living through--I wish I had appreciated it. I wish I ( Read more... )

School is out of control. Wedding plans are out of control. But, Welbutrin keeps me calm...for the most part :) One day when I've finished my 25+ pages of papers I have to write I'll update about what has been going on in my life. For now, I'm just living. You know, when I quit writing in here it felt like a good idea, but now I wish I hadn't. I'd ( Read more... )

October always reminds me of Renee.
My head is spinning.
As I look around myself right now I realize there is a dream coming true, about eight years later. Weird.

Hmm..testing..testing..is this thing on?

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Minor update ( Read more... )

So my cell phone is completely dead. It won't turn on, or do anything cool like let me talk on it -at all ( Read more... )

I want to do that thing Tonia/Mandy did where you guys write things about me, and I put them in my user info, so do that. Um. Please.

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