wow its been a while. lifes ok......spencer is cool she is a little hard to keep up with but she is very sweet.....jessi and josh seem like there about to get ingaged i can just see it coming......

i realize now that being nice to people isnt the way to go any more....i try and call an old friend and see how there doin and tell them how im doin and all they can do is bring up the past.....DAMN LET IT GO.....well thats fine...il remember it and move on....then i find out more stuff that my so called friends are saying about me or have said ( Read more... )

and trying to find the strength to even get up each mornining is geting harder and harder....i wish i just knew what i was supposed to do

sometimes i wish i knew who im supposed to be and how im suppost to act......and i know i have .....issues but i dont know how to deal with them.....and i dont like speaking of the past and of lost love it just makes feel like shit....cause i cant even get a knew love right i seem to screw it up just like the first one.....i want awnsers not pitty

well i guess i should update.....well not much is happinin just preparing for worlds and workin on my pos car im still single and thats about all

well thank god im home orlando sucked.....even though we won.....our hotel was crappy as all get out.....then the universal and the us spirit people were complete assholes....champaine may have broken her arm.....but trully i think the highlight of the night was beating the shockers.

i hate only a few things about alabama.....and that is that you have to be 19 or older to buy a car in alabama and that u have to be like 23 before they will actually trust u with a loan.....and i finally found wat looks like a deacent car.....compared to the turle and its $9000 now how in the hell am i gona get 9000 dollars...grrrrr

life sucks ass no matter where u move to.....

ok so this might be slightly late but a few weeks ago we went to indiana and won our bid to world nationals ....were paid bitches....but any way yea me an tay broke.....but i dono how long that will last we still talk every night but any way ttyl

i hate being lost and not knowing what to do.....i dont understand the human mind....and if ur smart ull figure out what and who im talkin about