Read somewhere that writing down your thoughts help you better understand yourself.. Its been a long time since I have taken the time to do something so self-productive. I suppose extreme dieting and criticism don't cut it. I've been very depressed, at least that's my self diagnosis. Having a difficult time getting out of bed, and an empty feeling ( Read more... )

I really have no idea what inspired me to write in this. Just to read through old entries is a constant reminder of my mutating character, which is actually a good thing. It allows me to smile when I think of who I am today, and laugh when I think retrospectively. Prospectively, always unsure. Finally things are falling into place, each day I can ( Read more... )

sleeping with the sun in my face is something im really familiar with and unseemingly so, sleeping at night is a bad habit ( Read more... )

so babyesese, i got a job.
its been like a week now: ciao baby! im a hostess and make 8 dollars an hour
i really love it
AND im moving the FUCK out of these dorms
we are getting a house.
should be the best fun ever
and i dont go to class

first things first, get occupied ( Read more... )

so last night we got trashed ( Read more... )

i cry so much.
i like this song, alot.
so what, i'm a drunken mess.

and the magnetic fields are alllll about love, and its sweet. and happy and cute and everything nice. awe awes aweees . cutenesssssss<3

gah ( Read more... )

ah and another point ( Read more... )

typically i am not a lj whore but i have come to a huge realization, well i knew it all along, but maybe unconsciously, even as much as i preached it ( Read more... )