so i am recouping from last nites madness. why i am up this early? i dont fucking know. i cant sleep, i have far too much on my mind. so i did party.yes ladies and gentlemen i drank. the 1 hit wonder or as ben says( the smell of alcohol makes me lose it) has struck again. damage done- well i jumped into the pool, knocked some people down, and ( Read more... )

this should be intersting in the morning. i am gone. i am at mandis, mat just carried me in. i am drunk. beyond control . i remember my friend.s ashely , brianna, jimmie jordon, mat, mandi todd ben jared. they helped me. i only weight 125 lbs. its okay. i am drinkinlemonade. mandis dog is black , i am getting cheered on. i had 3084 beers and ldmon ( Read more... )

im not sleeping tonite. i should. but choose the other. im eating some plastic or something of the same texture and listening to all my newllyy freshly burnt cds that include: some bright eyes, bayside, tilly and the wall, elvis costello, alk3 , jack johnson ,fiona apple, the counting crows, the cranberries, atreyu, ac/dc, misfits, bob dylan, ( Read more... )

today we went tubing in harpers ferry. blackout at work. so everyone went. yes, all animals left unattended. buttt. it was so much fun. except the sound of skin squeaking against the plastic tubes. jesus lord i hate that sound and feeling. i think the bus ride to the river was the most enjoyable. Round 678 of Schueler/Alder obnoxious, hilarious ( Read more... )

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yo n shit. ive been up since 5
been told i look like a porcelain doll at least twice by the old people gang at the gym
hollered and made dollaz
have drawn all morning. have yet to paint.
and
im having a good day

today i saw my mom. one of the two. she met us in smithsburg so we could pick up my sister. it was really nice to see her. on the way home i had to bite my lip from crying from what my sister said. apparently my dad, who i have not seen in like 3 weeks, was crying about me going away to college... well basically ranting that he misses me and has ( Read more... )

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still at mah maws for the weekend. apparently we can not be trusted in the RV for a weekend alone. shame shame know your name. yesterday they called us. debi got beads and the gay strip clubs are astonishing. thats all i really took in. matthew has been lecturing me about college. eveRyday. i will be sure to keep the 3 cans of mace i own in my ( Read more... )

last saturday was my go ing a way party. it was nice to see all my friends again. its sad to think it may have been the last time for a long time.that was the first time in a couple months seeing steven and dicks also. the nite ended with dicks abbie anna and me in my neighbors office. dicks impressed the 9 year old in the corner and the rest of us ( Read more... )