New Livejournal for those of you who care.

the plan.
moving back home with the mom.
mom and dad are getting a divorce.
dads moving to oregon.
going to get my high school diploma.
getting a job.
saving to get a nice car.
saving to get an apartment after a few months.
go me.

i want to go back to high school.

i only have two people in my life i can trust anymore. my mom and my boyfriend.

great.

have you ever felt like you were the most beautiful girl in the world for one moment? and then all of a sudden reality hit, and you realized you were far from the most beautiful girl in the world. i felt like that for a brief moment today. sometimes i wish i was who i used to be. i was so confident. i didnt let anything bother me. but now, the ( Read more... )

i have an amazing boyfriend <3 he carved my little brothers pumpkin for him.. *le sigh*


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growing up sucks. :/ why cant i be skinny? and pretty?.go figuare. im just me. .

too much fucking shit can occur/happen in one damn night.

i hate things. i hate rent. kd ghkasdjfhjsadkfh thats how i feel.

okay so me, natalie, dennis and kirk got the apartment. had our first kick back, what happens .. i get ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS STOLEN FROM ME. thats natalies gas money, my food money, plus 50 of that goes to rent on the first. so now what the fuck am i supposed to do since someone else thought that they needed that money more than we did? .. exactly ( Read more... )