I just had one of the best weekends of my life! I didn't go anywhere special, just up to Seattle... but it was like an oasis in the middle of my never-ending stress ( Read more... )

Recently, I have had some of the happiest days. Dancing has never been better, and love has never been more fun. I've been working hard, using every spare moment, so that I can learn well in classes, practice and shine in voice, organ, composition, and piano, as well as apply for programs and record for auditions I'm going to China next year, so ( Read more... )

Just over a month ago, I followed a man climbing up a roof in the U-district of Seattle, in the wee early morning hours. He pulled me close as we straddled the point, looking up at the stars. Then he dipped me. I, trusting, let him take my weight. He said, "open your eyes," and I did. He then rotated me, slowly, 180 degrees, and I saw the ( Read more... )

5 Guilty Pleasures ( Read more... )

I feel ridiculously good. Been dancing for the past four nights. I can identify the sweaty smell of at least five different guys on my shirt, layered with my own lovely perfume (Summer, by Calvin Kline). My dancing is becoming a religion. I do it to clear my mind and soul, and connect my heart and body to others. It is expression of the divine ( Read more... )

My room smells like a stroll along a pine tree speckled beach. I can walk along that beach, if I let my mind float over there. Or I can choose to stay here, now. If I stay, I must correct the wrong ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF ( Read more... )

I am merrily exhausted. Under the loom of only 3 and a half hours of sleep within the last 2 days, I am writing a 'group' paper on the death penalty. This subject is way too serious for a person who already nears the walking dead. Then, a minute ago, I turned left to examine the bottle of coke (which I detest, and for this very reason it helps ( Read more... )

I've had too much chocolate. It's making me sick. I'm going to stop eating chocolate. But how can I help it when people keep giving me chocolate? I shouldn't give the chocolate away because it will make someone else sick, and that just isn't very nice. I'm nice ( Read more... )

Can I be honest to myself for one, blessed, moment ( Read more... )